god and I at one

Just for the record, me and god have a very on/off relationship.... very off now, and it has been that way for many years. I just think that in the absence of proof of god's existence, we must take on the responsibility of behaving as if he wasn't there.
I do believe that we choose to believe in a higher power to deflect any responsibility we inherently have as human beings: responsibility for ourselves, our planet, and our brothers and sisters across the continents... it's easy to be a jobsworth and say, "that's god's job; I'll just passively praise and wait for my reward in the next life". The next life! Are you fuckin mad? This is fuckin it people.. stop waiting for things to get better, or be put right... it's our fuckin jobs to do it, right now.
Anyway, I have sat on both sides of this argument. I did believe in Jesus. There is still part of me that believes in the human being Jesus, who was born to a carpenter; the man who tried to make people understand that resisting evil only breeds more evil... (but then he never met anyone from marketing or advertising did he? He never knew the inane incarnation of drivel that is Noel Edmonds. He doesn't have to suffer that talentless twat Robbie Williams, who justifies his existence by the size of his bank account).
The way I see it, we are all made out of carbon - the universe is made out of carbon - the universe is a result of a massive explosion - our solar system is made of carbon deposits coming together - our earth is made of carbon deposits, gases and moisture - we are essentially pieces of the universe, mixed up over generations and evolved. So we really are the world ha ha! Maybe it is this fundamental fact, buried deep within our psyche, that we associate with god; and because we can't possibly be god, we look outside ourselves for our creator.... but we all are literally, god and I at one. The same way as every other organic carbon compound in the universe... it's nothing special.
However, our individual lives mean everything, because we are a part of history, and lessons learned now will help our future carbon compounds (whatever form they take). There really is nothing beyond this life, and that is why we need to stop this repugnant and offensive distinction between the haves and have nots. There needs to be a greater degree of fairness.. money needs to be spread about a little bit better than it is at the moment.
What we need is a bit of understanding; we as purchasers need to stop purchasing.. stop giving the fuckers our money, they have enough, they need no more. You are gods, you fuckers, remember that... we are all gods, however, we (the working classes) have stronger backs and greater imagination; they only imagine bigger pillows and smaller phones... our resources are greater, we need to let them remember that.